Awww you just made me feel so much better. Thank you. It’s still hard. And it’s even harder since I’m living with him…idk. ugh. :(
I just feel stupid…like…any decision I make is going to hurt somebody and I just can’t handle that
do u ever play loud sad music and lie down on your bed and stare at the ceiling because life is fuckin hard man what’s up with that
a friend came round to help me revise and forgot to log out of her facebook on my laptop so I’ve spent the last 20 minutes devoting her facebook to trains.
I’ve also got the middle name “ILikeTrains” pending and have joined 50 “I love trains” groups.
It’s all my fault, just like it always is. Charlie started getting really annoying and things he would do or say really upset me, but it got to a point where that’s ALL I could focus on…and then this amazing dude came into the picture and I started liking him…and it’s just a big mess and I hate myself. :/